it’s half past two
i’m still not tired
the crickets are chirping
the cat is pawing
my hand is numb
from holding the phone
i should just take my pills
so i can sleep
i think i’ll get up
and take a leak
then i’ll smoke a cigarette
and wait until
i can forget
as dreamtime takes me
on a trip
the cats meowing
to go outside
the pee is leaking from inside
i finely went
i feel much better
now i will post
my empty blather