three o clock in the fucking
morning
moths flickering
in the fake light
in the night
while i waste
my life
away
inside
where i hide
in my
sanctuary
away
from every
tom
and harry
dick
all the mother
fuckers
that
i loved
that made me
feel like shit
and i sometimes
wonder
if you ever feel
sorry
being so
unkind
to a woman
that wanted you
so much
as if her life
depended on you
but all you wanted
was to screw
and you knew
that
all along
while i was waiting
for my knight
in armor
not for some guy
that would harm her
rip her heart
from her breast
took all the rest
leaving me alone
to go on
without a home
while you gave
your life to someone else
that didn’t need you
you fucking
baby
i despise
you
you don’t deserve
love
when you had it
you used it like
it was disposable
my body
like a landfill
for all your junk
how can i go on
while you’re gone
existing
like a ghost
in this realm
of desire
my fire
burning out
hoping still
to find
someone to love
hiding inside
my temple
abused
for so long
but I still
go on and on
like a virgin
in love with
love
in love
with love
in love
with love
love as many as
the stars above